Prom Preparing

So I got my ear pierced finally and the lady at walmart gave me the wrong fucking earring. When she realized her mistake i got the set I wanted free :) so I feel good. I got my dress, shoes, make up, and gloves. All I need is Black lace leggings (i can't find any in this tiny town they've no fashion sense here), jewelry and a choker(or dog collar) and fingerless gloves. then I will be set. All the other girls at school keep complaining about how their boyfriends picked the wrong color, how their suits won't match their dresses. They make me so angry I wish they would just be ,happy that they have some one to go with cause there are some girls who don't want to go to prom cause they have no date. I say "Who needs a date, just go alone and have fun, you won't have to worry about if your date is having fun or whatever, have fun be yourself and maybe you'll find some one else who went alone and hang with them. Just have fun" Hell I'm going to prom alone and I'm loving it. Its going to be the best night of my life. well second best if it doesn't top the time I became 18 and had a bondage theme for my birthday good times good times

Life Sucks

Well my life really sucks right now. I started to write a story and then deleted cause i thought it wasbased too much on V FOR VEDATTA. Great movie I love it. But anyways Beside turning down guys lately and having my ex nag me for money and spring break being awesome, life has pretty much sucked ass.

Amelia OUT...

Shiny and New

sorry I haven't been on lately I haven't been to school for like a whole week..... Weird thing I don't get is that my mum bought me a Laptop..... What happpened to punishing your child when they did something wrong

But I'm not complaining I've been up all night playing Sims 3. It's soooo addicting I don't want to sleep much let do anything else.... I don't even look at my phone anymore when it chimes or rings

Dressed Like Acid

Today I dressed like I was on an acid trip.
What I'm wearing From Bottom to Top...
1) Flip flops
2) Zebra Print Flower Lace Leggings
3) Red and Black Frilled Skirt
4) White Shirt that has a neon yellow,neon pink,neon blue, neon purple ice cream
5) extra large Elite jacket
6) Nike beanie
7) Black Elite beanie
(Yes I'm weearing a hat on a hat)

So yeah add to the fact that im tired, cranky and want to yell, scream and pull my hair out, I think I just want to go home. I'm so tired my fingers don't want to type. Thats how tired I am. I could literally just pass out. If only I hadn't stayed the night at Lilly's I could have stayed home in bed and I wouldn't have gotten up at 5:30 this morning, I'd have stayed in bed till passed noon wrapped tight in my blankets where the sun could not reach. I'm going to end up throwing a hissy fit I can feel it in the air. What makes I worse I that I don't have any of my school work... It's all at home in my binder under my back pack on my bed waiting for me not to do it. Yep I'm so going to sleep today weather the teachers like it or not.

Amelia OUT...

Sims 3

I can't wait to download Sims 3 into my laptop it's gona be awesome. I'm off to play god now my lovelies. bye bye. :)

Amelia OUT...

Stressed

I haven't updated this in forever, so I'm going to fill you in as much as possible.

I've been so stressed out lately that I haven't even been to school or out of my room for that matter. I closed the doors on everyone, until yesterday when I exploded into a thing of tears. I don't like crying in front of people cause I only cry more so I went and found a nice little corner to cry my heart out....only to have the principle and my fifth period teacher find me. They asked me what was wrong and I told them to just leave me alone. They wouldn't leave and I started to freak out even more and since they weren't leaving I kept crying.... So long story short I cried for a good three hours then went home to eat popcorn and watch south park and shows about space. Cheered me up to yell "like your mom" "like a sir" and No harry don't trust snape he's a perv" at the screen... thank god no one else was home at the time. Then after that my ex came to see how I was doing and if I was going to be ok(so sweet).

Today I saw one of my favorite school cats Little Lady. I didn't see Big Daddy anywhere, he must be sleeping or something. I bought three Faygo and a bag of Takis (my version of feel good food). I hope today goes better then yesterday.

Amelia Out...

Valentines...

Dear Valentines Day,
I hate today. Everyone has some one and its just annoying. I intend to have a rampage on everyone today. But maybe just maybe I will be happy and not get angry with the world, IF someone gives me a back message. I will try not to ruin everyones day but I swear I will go crazy by the end of the day. Mark my words.
Oh and Jacob has a gf who WAS my friend who told me it would be a good match. He told me that the only reason he kissed me at his b-day party was cause he felt sorry for me...way to break to me that I'm nothing you jerk... I don't think I will look at men the same after this I have no trust in men now. One man to ruin it for all. I can't take Valentines Day. I should have just stayed home...

Amelia out...